Proud of Me Lyrics – Fridayy

Proud of Me Lyrics Meaning

[Chorus]
In the chorus, the artist reflects on the pride their loved ones, especially their family, must feel for everything they’ve overcome. They acknowledge how, as the youngest in the family, they’ve worked hard to provide for everyone and ensure that their family is well taken care of. The artist expresses a deep sense of responsibility, vowing to always make sure that their family has what they need to thrive. They also wish for their friends and loved ones to stay safe, praying that they avoid getting caught up in trouble or imprisonment. There’s a heartfelt promise to always do their best for those they care about. Even though some of these people may no longer be physically present, the artist hopes that they can still feel the efforts being made and the success being achieved in their name, a desire for them to see how far they’ve come, and for the artist to make them proud despite the distance or loss.

[Verse 1]
In the first verse, the artist opens up about how they’ve turned difficult, painful situations into dreams of success. They mention how they’ve faced curses and challenges, but they’ve managed to flip those into dreams and aspirations that now fuel their journey. They highlight the tension between their newfound wealth and the internal struggles they still face, making it clear that just because they have money doesn’t mean everything is perfect. The artist is still haunted by nightmares, especially concerning their brother, and their fear of not being able to trust the people around them. They remember advice from someone who told them to stay away from bad influences and not to trust people who don’t have good intentions, but the artist admits they didn’t fully understand this advice back then. Now, however, with the wisdom of experience, they realize the truth in those words. The artist also describes how, despite achieving fame and walking onto big stages, they still carry emotional pain and vulnerability inside. Despite the outer success, the emptiness remains, and they try to fill it with material things like diamonds and chains. But the deeper reality is that they feel lost and broken inside, having lost important parts of themselves, like their soul and their father. The message is that no amount of wealth can replace the love and connection they’ve lost, and it’s clear that emotional healing is still a long way off.

[Chorus]
This chorus repeats many of the same themes of love, pride, and responsibility toward the family. The artist reiterates how proud they must be of their efforts and success, focusing on their role as the youngest in the family and how they’ve made sure that the family is fed and well taken care of. The artist also prays for their loved ones, hoping they don’t end up in trouble or face difficult situations like jail. They emphasize that every step they take is for the benefit of their family, showing a deep sense of devotion and selflessness. Even though those they care about may not be physically next to them anymore, the artist expresses hope that they can still feel their efforts, and that even if they can’t see them, the love and dedication the artist feels for them will still be evident. There’s an ongoing wish for their family to witness their success and know that everything the artist does is motivated by love and the desire to make them proud.

[Verse 2]
In this second verse, the artist delves deeper into their emotional turmoil and reflections on the loss of their father. They talk about how they’ve transformed nightmares and painful memories into dreams of a better life, but the wounds from the past remain, especially the memory of their father’s death. The artist mentions riding past the block where their father’s life was taken, an image that continuously reminds them of the trauma and loss they’ve experienced. Despite the success they’ve achieved and the wealth they now have, the artist still feels a deep sense of grief and yearning for what they can’t bring back. They long for the moments they’ll never have, like holding their father’s hand on their wedding day or sharing a dance. This sense of loss becomes even more poignant when the artist reflects on how their father was tragically taken away with no chance of survival.

The verse continues with the artist describing their constant battle with insomnia, haunted by the memories of their father’s murder and the painful realization that they’ll never get to share those moments with him. The artist would trade everything, including their money and success, to have their father and other loved ones back. They share the anger and frustration of losing their father to violence, as well as the feeling of helplessness that comes with being unable to reverse what happened. The artist also talks about the impact their father’s death had on their upbringing, shaping them into the person they are today. They speak about how their father taught them to fight and stand strong, and how the loss of that guidance has affected them. Despite the pain, they continue to move forward, purchasing a home for their mother and finding success, but the void of losing their father and close friends remains.

The artist expresses a longing for justice, saying they would do anything to find the person responsible for their father’s death and bring them to justice. The verse also reflects on the artist’s struggles with singerity figures like the school principal, as they feel misunderstood and alienated. The emotional core of the verse lies in the artist’s grief over not having their father around, even wishing they could have had more fatherly support. Even with all the luxury and wealth, the artist still yearns for the presence and guidance of the people they’ve lost, making it clear that material wealth cannot replace love and connection. The artist concludes by reflecting on the impact of violence and the realization that money can’t solve everything. The artist would gladly trade it all to have their loved ones back, emphasizing how deep the pain of loss runs.