Not My Fault Lyrics – Khantrast

Read the full Not My Fault lyrics by Khantrast from the album Poster Child along with the music video, song credits, release information and other details about the song.

Part I

[Intro]
Can’t you see this is your desire?
Lay down on me all that you require
Are you free, or are you still tied up?
Inside your dreams, can you lit the fire?
Or will you bleed?

[Verse 1]
My first OBE, I was tripping, I thought I was losing my body
Exited the game, thought I was kicked out the lobby

I was a mess, face on the floor like the last of a zombie
Ominous thoughts in my head when I looked at the drop, almost hopped it
Beating on my thoughts, too many demons I leave in a box
See what I lost, five, five, five weeks I been off
See the depression, I can’t compete, they can see that I’m gone
It seem that I, uh, it seem that I, uh
It seem that I really be losing my mind
First thing I say, “My medula, it’s fine”
Face in the mirror, a face full of fear
In the face of the spirit, think I’m too misaligned
Move out the way when the s*it getting rough
Even though this all part of the design
Falling in deep when I’m stuck in the mud
Pay for my sins, but I’m late for the fine
Baby, you know I’m my worst enemy
Stand in my way almost every time
Inflate my ego, I’m popping myself
Hand on my throat, cut off my own supply
You said I’ma never quick in the sand
Tied to my hands, suffocating the vibe
She telling me she be hating my guts
Well, baby, ain’t no one hate me more than I
Baby, ain’t no one hate me more than I

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s time to shine
I know that’s all right
It’s time to shine
I know that’s all right
It’s time to shine
I know that’s all right
It’s time to shine
I know that’s all right

[Chorus]
Can’t you see this is your desire?
Lay down on me all that you require
Are you free or are you still tied up?
Inside your dreams, can you lit the fire?
Or will you bleed?

[Outro]
Baby, I know I’m toxic, I ain’t never made no progress
Yelling at me all day, you my favorite project
You tryna match my hate, baby, quit talking nonsense
I can’t feel my face, I’m ’bout to jump out the roof

Part II

[Verse]
My life a motion picture, look at this poor thing
They loving a pity party, let’s fill up the whole seat
I’m seeing the ocean fill up, waiting to see me scream
They waiting to see me hiccup, my trauma on TV screens
Are you not entertained? I should be a Oscar winner
Sorry I’m so unpolished, my father was not the richest
Mama came out the village, never the optimist
Type of s*it that she saw leave all of you in astonishment
Now, round of applause
Hear the whispers and conversation
Was raised as a rotten seed, it’s no wonder I b0mbed the ratings
Standing ovation, they couldn’t stand me on they A-list
Safe haven was vacant, most hated, they rate it
I’m paving the way while they try and shove me on waitlists
I’m knowing the game they play masqueraded as entertainment
Shrug on my shoulders, staying unfazed
I know if I ever break, they gon’ try and paint me as crazy, I know
I’m seeing the snakes in the fog, moving with heinous thoughts
Shame that my trachea see them baring they fangs when I talk
Baby, I know what they want
Baby, I know what they want
Can’t help but think of the worst
Maybe they do wanna help or maybe they’re dying of thirst
Cynical little old me, told up a family first
Sadly, my family failed me, guess it’s a family curse
Baby, I know what they want
Ask how I feel now I’m famous, baby, I’m still fu*ked up
And baby, I’m still feeling numb
Baby, I know what they want