HELL Lyrics – Russ

[Russ: Chorus]
Come on just call this is hell
I know, I know
It’s my fault but I need you
Counting the hours till I’m gettin off of this plane
Don’t know what I’m gonna do

[Russ: Verse]
The whole world’s fighting
I don’t wanna fight with you
I love you to death girl, I see a life with you
Getting older makes it obvious what I want

Daddy issues hit hard, wait till father time hits you
I’m anxious, can’t fake this
I was never good at patience
This space is so invasive
Everyday s*it is difficult, I’m distracted
I got a movie coming out
But I don’t feel like acting
Like everything’s okay cause it’s not
Pain from the shame makes my insides rot
Drop 20k at Chanel is the least I can do
I be talking to myself when I’m not speaking to you
I’m tired of being me and fu*king up
I’m wired
I need to sleep
I’m fu*king up
I’m replaying, reshaming
Check my phone, I keep waiting

[Russ: Chorus]
Come on just call this is hell
I know, I know
It’s my fault but I need you